mrbrown

  I've gone semi-nocturnal for the summer, and I love it.  I took a huge pay cut to change employers and do something I like. Working outside in parks is much more fun than watching empty buildings. My hours are such that they allow me to stay up as rediculously late as I want to, sleep in, and then go to work fully rested. Sweeet.  I'm trying to decide what will be the next chapter in my life. Work? Fun work? World travel and the crushing debt that will follow? We'll see.  There's so much more I want to share than I can fit in this little box... I guess if you're in GR, look me up and we can chat. ta ta for now. -Ben

I graduated with my BS in Criminal Justice (w/ honors) today.  On a day on which I should be pretty damn happy, why am I so depressed? Oh yea - perhaps because I suddenly feel that I've lost the little social life that I had, I have a family that's proud of me but I'm not proud of, and the entire concept of having to dedicate the next 20 years or so of my life to "working" certainly doesn't appeal to me. The list goes on and on, but I don't want to think about it. Normally I'm a pretty up-beat kind of guy, but this kind of sucks. Perhaps some sun and a road trip to Virginia will cheer me up. -Ben

Have you ever been driving along at a high rate of speed and wondered what it would be like if you just cranked the steering wheel? I find myself often wondering about that... What would it be like if I just flew off the road into a field?